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Heershan-
Personality : Optimistic and Cheerful
You're a Rainbow because of your optimistic and cheerful nature.
You're one of those people who always sees the light at the end
of the tunnel and always smiling and giving people around you
hope in whatever they do. You're a joy to be around with and your
perrsonality wins you many friends.
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Thursday, September 25, 2008 // 9:44 PM
Hey all. this post today is dedicated especially to my six months of friendship I had with m_ _ _ _ ll e
I just want to tell you, that I appreciate all you have done for my in the past six months, you cared for me, I cared for you, we WERE perfect best friends... All our memories together will forever be edged in my memory like a clear mirror... I'll never forget it... we laughed together, we played together, we cried together, we shared our marks together, we studied together, we vowed to remain forever best friends, we vowed never to let anything interfere in our friendship so when today, I am writing this, i'm breaking my promise, i'm breaking my vow. You meant so much to me, I wonder what happened to that... You wrongly assumed something, now nothing is left to that. A friend to you is like a tool, you use it when you need it and you put it away when you don't. A friend to you is like a slave, you pay the slave and make use of him and kick him out when he does not work well.
A friend to you is like a ball, no matter how much you bounce it, it will always come back in your hands.
A friend to you is like panties , you cover it cause you're shy and don't share it.I am just telling you this cause i want you to know your mistake and don't repeat it with whoever who becomes your next best friend. You don't know how much of difficulty I am taking just to write this post for you, for only you, and only you.
you know your flaws and your faults, you think it's our fault.. but u're wrong.. you're so wrong.. I wonder how our friendship came to this end??? I was wrong in thinking that I was something when to you, I am nothing but your past forgotten memories... to you, I am nothing but a piece of crap. To me, you were something, you were a friend, you were everything...
"a true friend is a friend who would help you when you are in trouble", think about this line... did you ever help me when I needed your help? did you ever support me when I needed your support, did you ever protect me when I was bullied? did you ever not laugh at me when the whole class did??? did you ever... did you...??
I wonder if you need it or not, but for me, you are still my friend, but only a friend... Thank you so much for whatever you did for me in the past six months but whatever u did is nothing compared to what i did for you... but it means nothing for you does it? cause for you, I just mean, a stepping stone to add on to your 'miss popular' to your 'miss rich' to your 'miss beautiful'...
Never once have i said this but i regret this six months of friendship with you cause my hundred gallons of tears that I have shed is not worth it for this six months of friendship...
Bye to this blog
Bye to all our past six months memories
Bye to all our dreams of going out after exams
Bye to all my dreams of being BEST FRIENDS FOREVER
bye to all your bossiness
bye to all your rudeness
bye to all your assumptions
bye to you
bye to our friendship
*sniff* *sniff*
BYE
heershan
This poem is for my six months old best friendship with my old b est friend:
It is not fair I have to live this way
whenever I went to her house it was either her way or the highway
when the rest of her friends come over she always left me behind
why can’t we all just combine?
Friends are supposed to treat friends equally
this is just not fair, one day I will not be there
She better beware because next time I am there I am going to give her a piece of my mind I always let her rule me I guess I was too shy
But this time I won't let her be a wise guy
friend why do you do this to me I never did anything wrong
I guess in your mind I don’t belong
just remember I was true A true friend always to you
But I guess we didn’t blend
I’m sorry friend But this is the end I guess I never was your best friend.
This poem is for all the memories we shared together, this is what i thought we were, this is what i thought we will always be before of this breakup... :
Through tears and fights,
Through smiles, I knew everything
Would be alright,
Through love and hate,
Through betrayal and debate,
For you I would always have faith,
Being your sister as well as your
Best friend I knew
This friendship wouldn't end,
By your side I would always stand
And you'll stand by mine too,
Because that’s what best friends do,
So no matter what happens with us
In life,
Through all of the wrongs
And all of the rights,
I’m here for you to be a best friend that’s true,
Cause I love you and that’s what
Best friends do.
Thats what best friends do but what u were was not a best friend.... It was something else...
~~~~~~~~~ i'll miss you~~~~~~~~
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 // 9:56 PM
Broken Friendship; Broken, Never Healed
For those who don't know, I am ...-- who
was once a part of this blog. Due to some unforeseen misunderstanding, i
now no longer belong to this blog. I shall not say the argument that we had before this as i don't want to
embarrass both parties
(including myself)
For those that think that what i said is lame or stupid, i don't mind..because this isn't meant for you.
It is meant for my ex-bestfriends.
After months being in the same school as you all do, i realise that it was nothing.
You said don't be so boastful; i changed.
You said stop saying i am an Indian; i stopped.
None of you changed for me.
From now onwards, i won't care anymore.
Here is something for both of you:
I'm sitting in a room full of people I love but they don't care if I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left but the next thing I know, I was back stabbed.
***
But there's nothing i can do.
Thank you for being my friends for the past 6 mths.
♥ Me..-Friendship ; once broken, never healed.-
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
P.S. From the changes i made to this blog, you can see that i am no longer a member of it.
// 1:45 AM
hey all! welcome once again to OUR blog :) :) so today is a tuesday and early in the morning Mrs. Phua called me out to speak to her :S haha and I was so scared cause I knew what she was going to ask me, "Heershan, have you done your CIP?" haha and guess what, she did ask me that!! ahh and I was like "ummmm....no" and I told her that I tried to but Mrs. Tan said that I could'nt. Anyways she told me that it was my last chance to go for CIP so I HAVE to sacrifice my study time for this stupid CIP! I wonder why people need to do CIP for in the first place??? jeez... and today, me and michelle have learnt that SOME people are hypocrites!!! (aww who can that people be?) so we have decided to keep our distance :S :S you know who... I am sure... and I think that * * * * * b is quite alright lah, I was rong :) michelli, you opened my eyes :D It was so funny today, you know during recess time we all sit on the benches outside the canteen and eat right, and I was like scolding Jen Yi for something when Mr. Seow came and he was like, "ACS!" haha, he always calls me that... he is so funny... and Jen Yi was like in a really bad mood and he saw that she was not eating and looked at all of us before saying, "hey you (pointing at jen yi), you so free right? come up and help me with something" hahhahahahahahaha and she actually didn't want to help but she didn't have a choice! haha I was laughing like mad... and after she left all of us burst into laughters.. she looked so funny with him! later she eventually came back smiling (haha what did she do with him)?? (i'm thinking sick) I also just found out that people are finding our blog by just googling my name!!! ahhhhhhh!!! why is my name so so so unique??? god! so from now on.. my name will be bear :) ok... Lovebear PS: I am sorry jen yi I love you
Monday, September 22, 2008 // 10:28 PM
Haizzz...still VERI angry!!I juz realised dat person 1 and 2's class might have called our class snobbish becoz they're jealous.Jealous dat we're smarter thN THEM. why can't they accept the fact that some people are smarter than they r??I was in their class last yr and we were the 2nd best class in the lvl..we kept insulting the smarter class and called them nerds blah blah blah.now i know how they felt last yr.Wronged.Insulted...We can't be blamed for being smart..it's just how hard we study.isn't it right for us to study so hard and get the results dat we deserve??should we be insulted because of dat?NO!!it's not right! I could go to the special (smarter) class at the beginning of the yr but i did not because i didn't want my class to think dat i betrayed them..and now this!! it's totally unfair.When's the last time i talked to them??about 6 mths ago!!how can i show off my results if i didn't even talk to them???did i hang my progress report outside the classroom to show them??NO!!So i realli wish that those ppl would get their facts rite and stop insulting people!!!Jealous freaks
Thursday, September 18, 2008 // 7:45 PM
I am posting for the first time at home! I am so stressed... my maid is testing me punjabi and I am posting this.. haha I am not paying attention to her when there is punjabi exam 2morrow! :( I can't believe I am doing this??? I don't know same meanings at all! and I am distracted by many small small things like changing this blog skin! who changed it? it looks so emo! and feel llike crying....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
wish me good luck for my EOYS! I REALLY NEED IT! god help my soul!
// 5:06 AM
Name 20 people.1.Jen yi2. Michelle Lim3. Jason Teo (isabel)4. Arpana5. Amrit6. Manraj7. Theodore8.sarah chew9.sarah tan10. john Yap11. Cherly Yap12. Yun Xuan13. jaspreet14. shrestha15. melvin seow16. melvin chong17. natalie18. ACS guy19. Christelle20. Mrs. phua
How did u meet 14?from 1m (duh)
What would you do if you didn’t meet 1 and 2?hmm... I would never have had so many fights
What if 9 and 20 dated?ewww... sarah and Mrs phua?? uh hmmm... both girls, one teacher, one student
Will 6 and 7 date?
Theodore and manraj?? jen yi's and mine??? no way~! both guys! it would be gay
Describe 3.
she is a boy... haha... she is a good man... she is funny.. .she thinks like a guy
Is 8 attractive?ok.. she is so attractive!if not how can she be MINGDAO's wife. (she claim that she is)
Have you ever seen 2 naked?NO! eww...
Describe 7WTH. out of so many people, i got to describe him? ask jen yi, she knows almost everything abt him. (: I don't know anything :(
Do you know any of 12’s family members?nope... yup i think so.. um Mr. Khoo and Mrs. Khoo ??
What would you do if 18 confesses that he/she likes you?I would be on 7th heaven! its a dream come true! seriously
What language does 15 speaks?korean, gay language
Who is 9 going out with?errm.. ian i think...
How old is 16?i think 18 or 19.
When was the last time you spoke to 13?umm 1 minute ago ( can I spam your blog heershan?)
What is 2 fave band/singer?i think some korean person or one of the songs she put up on our blog
Have you ever dated 4?ewww.. date arpana?? no way! shes a girl and she already has many :S
Would you ever date 1?date my best friend ??? which is a girl?? eww!!!
Is 19 single?yeah. but i think mr.seow will like her..
What is 10’s last name?Yap. (cherly yap like)
Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?what the heck- no. (she's a very close friend)
What is the school of 3?MGS
Where does 6 live?in singapore, my neighbour :) :)
What is you favourite thing about 5?awww.... he's really kind
this is all for the day!
:) (:
XOXOXOXOXO .+.Curry.+.
PS: jaspreet, you spam my blog, i spam yours
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 // 9:55 PM
PW and stuff
Hey all! 4th time posting (actually 5th time, not to mention the last post which i helped Gents type)....
So I am getting stresser by the day! 11 more days till exam and I haven't even started my revision!!! i am either dead or dead!!!! ahhhhh only god can help me :) :) :) i leave my marks god, in your hands... anyways today we had our PW acting and it was so good!!!
Lets start from the beginnning, I changed my clothes and wore my make-up and entered the auditorium (in the toilet I heard some strange noises which i choose to ignore). In the audi all eyes were on me!!!! They all were laughing and saying 'you look so scary' haha I was so happy cause I WANTED to look scary... and then it was such a rush and keerthana did my black eye shadow and made me look even scarrier! I think my glitter on my eyes were really adding to my beauty (haha) *cough* *cough* kidding... and jason was like 'you look real emo' and I was like, 'I know! thank u very much".. so Mrs. Soo started everything very fast and we were like so stressed backstage.. and when it was my turn, as soon as i stepped in the stage, everybody burst out in laughter :) I wonder what was so funny?? anyways everybody said that my acting was really good! :) .... everybody did very well except for UMA.. (at some points), it seemed as if she didn't memorise her lines properly cause she was always stammering and forgot her lines (when she is in drama club) ....
anyways after our act, everybody clapped really loud and I was so proud (haha cause the script was done mostly by me and Jaspreet) .... and then cheryl lee performed, she actually danced so gracefully on stage (like a swan) ... everybody loved it! haha cause shes in dance :)
and then it was marks time and a leader from each group had to go to collect the marks (i was the leader) so i went and I was so nervous... cause I put in my best in this act you know... and then I realized that our group had to highest marks!! I WAS ELATED!!!! thank god!! and Mrs. Soo said that our expressions and expression of voice was excellent (thanks to me) haha... I know, its too much of self praise here so I am going to praise other people in my group..
Shrestha - she was great in Indian accent and memorising her lines
Jaspreet - excellent work done and voice was clear
Abigail - very good teamwork and brought many items, good acting
Aishani - excellent british accent and helped in poems
Uma - did the summary :)
other than the PW today, Mrs. Phua told us that she was giving us a mock maths exam on Friday during GEL lesson! that means I can't take it cause I am leaving early! I have to study for punjabi exam on the same day!! its so difficult! I really want to take the mock maths exam but it's impossible! awwwwwww......... but Mrs. Phua said that she will give it to us to do at home but thats not the point!! i want to do it in school just like a real exam.. (too bad for me lah)... its like either here or there...
getting back to PW, my makeup doesn't fully come out even with makeup remover and I am so scared that I'll get booked... I am hiding myself from prefects.. but its not my fault, even if a prefect comes to book me I'll say that I had a PW project and my makeup doesn't come out...
ok i know this is the first very long posts by me! (be prepared for more)
love
heershan
PS: i pity jen yi :( she was so sad after she found out about the gossips
PS1: jen yi let me and michelle read her journal (diary)! she is so kind!
PS2: oh yah, arpana came late today, after so many days of absence, she came during our PW performance :) i missed her.. haha (but jason missed her the most)
// 9:55 PM
OMG!!Some1 gossiped bout mua!!=( so ANGRY!!! How could they do this? let me start everything from the beginning...
Ok... so lets call the 2 people involved in this whole 'gossip' thingy be person 1 and person 2. So guess what? person 1 called me 'snobbish' !!!!! SO MEAN! do you think that I am snobbish? I don't think so and that person 1 is the actual snob! bimbotic freak :( ........ Person 2 said that I wear revealing clothes to tuition to seduce boys!!!!!!!!!! HOW CAN THIS BE??? I am not this kind of person... you all know that! haha maybe shes just a green eyed monster! cause maybe many boys are actually seduced by ME and not her!!haha kidding lah... :) She doesn't like my fashionable clothes!!! Too bad... nobody cares! awwww.... she's just full of envy as no guys like her! haha at least some like me ok!!! :) She's the one who always wears revealing clothes (FBTs) and the tuition centre is freezing COLD ok!! she's a to0000000t!
And guess how I found out bout this??? A little bird told me! through gossips ofcourse!!! ahhhh gossips are hurtful! She always talk hurting things bout me! betrayer!!!
// 8:23 PM
The Recipe For Jenyi, Michelle and Heershan
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3 parts Class
2 parts Success
1 part Fun
Splash of Sexiness
Finish off with a squeeze of lime juice!
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// 1:05 AM
Hey all!! Oh ya..as u can see from our tagboard..there are ppl like hater and hater who hates hater..we dun really noe hu they are...but WHO CARES?
Anyway..*ehem*ehem*..Curry..who gave you the permission to say about the slavery thing? You think is funny? I am out of the bet right now!! NOW!! You can go and play with Gents and Poo as much as you want -_- I dun care how close Poo is with you all alr!
If you dun understand, then ignore the thing above :) That is for my "curryish" friend. I am very very very very very disappointed with my friends! :P Wanna why?? They do not trust me :(( How could they do this to me?! Wad kind of friends are they!? *_* Evil person..>.<>
Anyway..dun feel like continuing already..feeling too down to continue blogging :C
bye..i got to go ..
see you..
♥ i am who i am
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 // 11:47 PM
hey all! 3rd time posting! yayy me! i guess i am keeping this new blog alive!
anyways i made a mistake on the previous post :) our art teacher's name is not Mrs.Shubert, its Mrs. Sap or something like that (according to Jaspreet)
so today 4 people did'nt come to school : Arpana - its seem to me as if she is sick
Dororthy - Some test
Sarah - she came to school till chemistry and then left cause of piano lessons
Shrestha - as you all know, shrestha is follows sarah like mary and the little lamb (sorry shrestha but its true), so she left too.. haha no lah, she left cause she was feeling sick right after sarah left :)
Thanks to arpana and dorothy 2 groups did'nt have to perform for music! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! and today michelle had to be our slave! haha! it was so fun~ we made her throw our rubbish and buy our food... but I think she got away quite well as we made cheryl do much worse...
now Mrs. Tan has to go for lunch and is kicking us out... i have to goo
see you all next time
love
heershan
PS: cherly, jen yi and I are going for a movie on saturday! (jap movie) and also to buy a present for Michelle and we were just discussing on what to wear.. its finalised that we all wear a pink skirt :) haha i will be the odd one out cause my pink is light pink and everybody's else is hot pink :) haha i don't care.. at least i will stand out.. but we are going to cineleisure in orchard! (bad memories)
// 9:00 PM
Hey all! Its my 2nd time actually posting! I just said goodbye to my BF :( so sad... anyways There is a hot gossip today: 1) Jason cut her (his) hair! ahhh! so mean! I told her (him) not to! 2) Anne came late to school (she came at 1 p.m) , haha that means less bookings for me! 3) Arpana didn't come to school today! so i was alone... (yesterday michelle (li li) had to sit next to me! i despised that time! cause i had to keep so quiet.. aww.. i am not the quiet type :) So getting on, today, me and Jen yi were fighting cause she had a flu and was sitting next to me and kept on purposely coughing at me so that i will get her germs ( so mean) So she made me angry and she became angry too cause I wasn't speaking to her :( awww... and it carried on, on and off we talked and then during art, I slept! (haha i was so sleepy, I actually dreamt about fairies and heaven) and Mrs. Shubert was so boring :( :( she didn't even notice me! haha... lol... During recess, we all and Cheryl yap was talking about racism and how bad it is and the difference racism is in Malaysia and Singapore :) we found out that all of us were also guilty of being racist (but not so extreme lah) haha and then we realized that all of us also do not like SOMEONE haha! it was so funny! we were keeping it in our hearts for a so long time! Our masks for art is atrocious! Cause we didn't have black spray paint and sprayed the whole mask GOLDEN! its eww! I hate it! i am sure its either zero or zero! no chance of getting better :( haha i don't really care anymore :) Now its mother tongue and I was given a task by Michelle to finish the volume and area mind map (which I am not going to do) haha I am just going to take most of the things from a website :)loveheershan muacksPS: the bell is going to ring in 3 mins! 2 mins 54 secs
Monday, September 15, 2008 // 10:45 PM
Shrestha
