Hey all. this post today is dedicated especially to my six months of friendship I had with m_ _ _ _ ll e
I just want to tell you, that I appreciate all you have done for my in the past six months, you cared for me, I cared for you, we WERE perfect best friends... All our memories together will forever be edged in my memory like a clear mirror... I'll never forget it... we laughed together, we played together, we cried together, we shared our marks together, we studied together, we vowed to remain forever best friends, we vowed never to let anything interfere in our friendship so when today, I am writing this, i'm breaking my promise, i'm breaking my vow. You meant so much to me, I wonder what happened to that... You wrongly assumed something, now nothing is left to that. A friend to you is like a tool, you use it when you need it and you put it away when you don't. A friend to you is like a slave, you pay the slave and make use of him and kick him out when he does not work well.
A friend to you is like a ball, no matter how much you bounce it, it will always come back in your hands.
A friend to you is like panties , you cover it cause you're shy and don't share it.I am just telling you this cause i want you to know your mistake and don't repeat it with whoever who becomes your next best friend. You don't know how much of difficulty I am taking just to write this post for you, for only you, and only you.
you know your flaws and your faults, you think it's our fault.. but u're wrong.. you're so wrong.. I wonder how our friendship came to this end??? I was wrong in thinking that I was something when to you, I am nothing but your past forgotten memories... to you, I am nothing but a piece of crap. To me, you were something, you were a friend, you were everything...
"a true friend is a friend who would help you when you are in trouble", think about this line... did you ever help me when I needed your help? did you ever support me when I needed your support, did you ever protect me when I was bullied? did you ever not laugh at me when the whole class did??? did you ever... did you...??
I wonder if you need it or not, but for me, you are still my friend, but only a friend... Thank you so much for whatever you did for me in the past six months but whatever u did is nothing compared to what i did for you... but it means nothing for you does it? cause for you, I just mean, a stepping stone to add on to your 'miss popular' to your 'miss rich' to your 'miss beautiful'...
Never once have i said this but i regret this six months of friendship with you cause my hundred gallons of tears that I have shed is not worth it for this six months of friendship...
Bye to this blog
Bye to all our past six months memories
Bye to all our dreams of going out after exams
Bye to all my dreams of being BEST FRIENDS FOREVER
bye to all your bossiness
bye to all your rudeness
bye to all your assumptions
bye to you
bye to our friendship
*sniff* *sniff*
BYE
heershan
This poem is for my six months old best friendship with my old b est friend:
It is not fair I have to live this way
whenever I went to her house it was either her way or the highway
when the rest of her friends come over she always left me behind
why can’t we all just combine?
Friends are supposed to treat friends equally
this is just not fair, one day I will not be there
She better beware because next time I am there I am going to give her a piece of my mind I always let her rule me I guess I was too shy
But this time I won't let her be a wise guy
friend why do you do this to me I never did anything wrong
I guess in your mind I don’t belong
just remember I was true A true friend always to you
But I guess we didn’t blend
I’m sorry friend But this is the end I guess I never was your best friend.
This poem is for all the memories we shared together, this is what i thought we were, this is what i thought we will always be before of this breakup... :
Through tears and fights,
Through smiles, I knew everything
Would be alright,
Through love and hate,
Through betrayal and debate,
For you I would always have faith,
Being your sister as well as your
Best friend I knew
This friendship wouldn't end,
By your side I would always stand
And you'll stand by mine too,
Because that’s what best friends do,
So no matter what happens with us
In life,
Through all of the wrongs
And all of the rights,
I’m here for you to be a best friend that’s true,
Cause I love you and that’s what
Best friends do.
Thats what best friends do but what u were was not a best friend.... It was something else...
~~~~~~~~~ i'll miss you~~~~~~~~
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 // 9:56 PM
